I should preface this by saying its my 3rd blog in seven years. I been back and forth between a journal, blogging, and nothing for a long time. What's different this time? A lot and nothing at the same time:
- I'm still pretty random and weird.
- I'm older and married.
- I just resigned from my job and I have nothing in place.
- I still searching for the essence of ME
I just turned 30 a little over 2 months ago. I'm possibly suffering from the traumatic effects of "I'm in a new decade" crisis or I just lost the last bit of my marbles. Nonetheless, I'm pushing through it on the avenue of self expression! (I feel so cliche right now accidentally listening to Jazz as I write my third-first post... Back to my crisis). In the past 60something days I have tried the following and succeed at some - in no particular order- most taking place within the 16 days of August:
- Enrolling in Nail technician school - doing it myself with friends at home
- Planned to start yet a 3rd and final blog - Vuala!
- Applied for a job(s) - had my heart set on one but it wasn't for me so just call me a little engine
- Dog grooming -Disaster but my pup is still alive
- Starting a styling business - working on a name (wipe sweat from brow)
- Connect with 547 strangers on LinkedIn - Internet accidents that make me mad
- Break the world record for number of hours infront of a computer - Fail due to my limited attention span
- Pick up my camera and shoot - looking for volunteers email me ;)
- Make some new friends - Establishing deeper relationships with the people I already know
Did I mention I love bullet points??
I have also had several realizations and "break throughs" in this 16 day soul search.
I have also had several realizations and "break throughs" in this 16 day soul search.
- Don't fight who you are - "There's enough of everyone else, and only one you"
- Misery is not an option - figuring out what makes me happy
- I refuse to live my life in mediocrity just because I made a wrong turn along the way.
- I miss Me and all the craziness that is packaged inside this 4'11"1/2 sized body
In the meantime, Stay Nifty friends!
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